Blah

i love you, buddy.
but you're my buddy.
i'd hate to have something more with you and fuck the only friendship i have with a straight guy. i'd hate to have something more and just see you go to some other fucking country again.

and you're into nietzchehehehsans and that's a fucking turn off. jk. kekekeke

anyways, being with you because... there's no one else around... would be cruel.
(for both of us)
and i don't need this kind of drama in my life right now.