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i sometimes wish i would never like, be alone. be alone with my thoughts, i mean. because when i'm alone with my thoughts i start to think... you know... shit. and then i get really really down. and then i have to, you know, go IM someone. because sometimes my thinking hurts me and it sucks, like, really hard.
but then i wonder what it would be like if i never thought about anything serious (or anything at all). i wonder if i would, you know, be empty. or be stupid, or...
but hey! i can be empty even if i think too much. can't i?
OMG. am i empty because i think too much?